30 Days of Truth – super fast style

Okay, rather than just not finishing this at all I am going to wrap this up in one quick post! I feel like my answers are a bit boring since I haven’t really had that much drama in my life. So let’s just get this over with…

Day 06 — Something you hope you never have to do.
I hope I never have to get into a bar based on my who I am or what I look like…cuz I know I wouldn’t be getting in. That would be embarrassing, ha!

Day 07 — Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Ken and my kids of course.

Day 08 — Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
I don’t surround myself with people who treat me like shit. Period.

Day 09 — Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Can’t really think of anyone. I miss some of my friends that I don’t seem to talk to as much, but I know they are here for me and they know that I am here for them.

Day 10 — Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Many people annoy me at times (I am easily annoyed), but I don’t wish them away. Everyone and everything is for a reason!

Day 11 — Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Hahaha, this makes me laugh for some reason. Maybe because people aren’t really the complimenting kind these days are they? Like how often does someone ask you how you are and they really LISTEN to your answer? I try to always be a good listener and the people that I care about, I really truly care about them and I think they know it. So it’s not like they are verbally complimenting me on this, but I am going to pretend that they are!

Day 12 — Something you never get compliments on.
My driving, my cooking, my singing, my moodiness.

Day 13 — A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
I do not have one specific artist or band that I would want to write a letter to. I love music so much, but have a wide variety of favorites. I just flip through my iPod and find the most depressing songs on tough days I guess.

Day 14 — A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Never had a hero, unless you count Edward Cullen and he hasn’t let me down yet!

Day 15 — Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Another funny one. My only addiction – Mountain Dew. I did try living without Ken several times during our dating years and I obviously failed at that!

Day 16 — Someone or something you definitely could live without.
I don’t smoke, but I wish there were no such thing as cigarettes!

Day 17 — A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
I only read non-fiction and the occasional biography – so none.

Day 18 — Your views on gay marriage.
Doesn’t bother me either way – we should all be lucky enough to find love no matter who it is with.

Day 19 — What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Religion is a personal choice and I typically don’t discuss religion with people. Politics- I used to just go in and vote for who my dad told me too. Now I have an opinion at least, but still don’t understand 50% of what is going on politically. This is one topic I avoid because honestly – I just don’t get it half the time.

Day 20 — Your views on drugs and alcohol.
So NO to drugs! Alcohol is fine, just don’t make stupid choices.

Day 21 — (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Pray

Day 22 — Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Let myself gain weight.

Day 23 — Something you wish you had done in your life.
Stay in shape.

Day 24 — Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
As fun as this sounds since I love music and relating it to life – Not enough time for this right now!

Day 25 — The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
God

Day 26 — Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
I had pretty bad postpartum depression after I had Chase. Hated myself and life.

Day 27 — What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Myy kids are happy and healthy, business is great, and my marriage couldn’t be better…no complaints! (Not that Ken wasn’t on my nerves just a couple of days ago. It’s not always perfect when you are together all the time…but we do our best and always work it out. Meaning, he leaves me alone and I forgive him for ticking me off!)

Day 28 — What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Have 5 kids instead of 4. Well and probably get divorced since Ken had a vasectomy!

Day 29 — Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
I would like to be less of a worry wart…but I doubt that will happen. I was about to say once the kids are all raised and moved out maybe I will be better, but I bet it doesn’t end then either.

Day 30 — A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
How about this instead…